Prayer Of Repentance When God Showed me The Truth
January 2020
The Lord Jesus says, “When you pray, go to your room, shut the door and pray to Your Father who is unseen, And your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.”
If we could taste just a hint of the sadness of the Lord, we would all know how He feels about sins and see to it we do not tolerate them, especially in churches. Striving for the Joy of the Lord is heavenly and simply beautiful. No one who practices sin knows the Joy of the Lord.
I had no intention of publishing it, but in December 2024, the Lord told me to, even though, as you can hear, the audio quality was not good. I don’t know why the Lord wanted it published, but He knows why.
So, I did what He said and prayed He would use it to bless those who hear.
Please note that it is essential to read the transcript of this prayer while listening to it to understand it.
“Until we see spiritually, we cannot claim to know what’s around, for everything seems the same and good, yet not the same, not all good. We cannot judge right when spiritually blind. Wide opened eyes, when spiritually blind, see not, while closed eyes with spiritual sight see well.”
Transcript
Prayer Of Repentance When God Showed me The Truth
By Elise Beatrice – January 2020
Beautiful God, rescue Your children, rescue Your people. Set Your captives free, my Lord.
Deliver them from those things. You’re beautiful, Lord. Thank You for Your beautiful mercy, Lord.
Thank You for Your beautiful grace, my Lord, this is when it applies.
This is when Your beautiful grace applies, my Lord, when You forgive us, when You forgive Your people, When You forgive Your creation.
Not because they deserve it, but because You deserve all the glory.
You deserve all the glory, Lord, You deserve all the good things.
You don’t deserve this… You don’t deserve this thing, You don’t deserve this sadness, You don’t deserve the suffering, You don’t deserve what is happening.
For You are just here to rescue us from all the things we do.
It is sad, Lord, to see what’s happening. Not many people are faithful to You.
Thank You, Lord, for Your beautiful heart, and what You are going to do to rescue those people, my Lord.
Thank You for everything You’re going to do to rescue all Your people in the secular world who don’t even know what they are doing in the Name of Jesus.
Thank You for rescuing all Your children in the Christian industry, music industry. They’re all standing there singing these songs, and they have no clue; some have no clue.
Thank You, Lord, for all You’re going to do for those who have no clue at all. Some truly think they’re loving You, My Lord. Like in my church, (not LFAS3) many are there, thinking they are there for You, but they don’t know. They don’t have a clue.
Oh, Lord, and the church leaders, my Lord. How can they teach right when they’re consumed by evil? How can they teach right if the demons control them, how can they teach right?
I’m sad, Lord. Take this sadness away. Please, my Lord, take this sadness away.
How do You feel, My Lord? I can’t imagine how You feel. How do You feel? I can’t imagine what You go through, looking down on us, looking down on churches, and seeing what they’re doing in churches and seeing what they – are posing as Your Children, posing as Your servants, my Lord. Even in a church, I could not believe things like that could happen.
Where is the safe place in this place, in this world, Lord?
You are our safe place. You are everyone’s safe place. Oh, please Lord, open their eyes to see.
Bless the leaders of churches to teach the right thing, my Lord. Many are being driven down because they are not taught right.
They are not taught right. They don’t know and they’re just there, Lord. I am saddened. I’m saddened by what’s happening.
You blessed me with a beautiful gift. I know You say that You cannot give us what we cannot handle.
And this is new to me, and I know You’re going to show me the right thing to do. You’re going to strengthen me, my Lord.
You’re going to help me to cope with this… that intoxicating smell, In the Name of Jesus.
Your will Be Done, Lord. Your perfect will Be Done. Please rescue Your people in churches; rescue them.
The secular world, yes, they made up their minds; they don’t believe in You, they claim. But at least in churches, those who believe in You should not live like the ones who don’t believe in You.
It breaks my heart, my Lord, to see all those things; It breaks my heart.
I’m so sorry, Lord, I’m so sorry. I’m apologising on behalf of everyone; on behalf of all Your children.
I was… I was blind, I could not see before, and I was a good person. I mean, I loved You in my heart.
There are many out just like I used to be. They love You with their hearts, they think they do, just like I thought.
They have no evil intentions, and yet they are sucked in by the evil one. My Lord, I was serving the evil one as well, and I didn’t know.
And they are all around in my church (not LFAS3), outside, online, on videos, on Christian videos and they all stink, my God.
Oh I’m so sorry that You’re smelling this stuff.
I’m so sorry, Lord. Please Forgive us in Your beautiful mercy… Your beautiful mercy, Lord Jesus, would You. Not because… we don’t deserve it, but You deserve every credit, my Lord, You deserve every glory. You deserve every great thing, my Lord.
I’m just going to wait for You to restore… I’m just going to wait for You to tell me what to do.
Bring new life into my living soul.
You were preparing me for this since this January… five January 2020, You began to sing through me.
You began to sing songs through me, songs that are sad, songs that show Your sadness when You look into the world.
I pray for Your grace, Lord. Help me to help others, Lord, help me to bring others to You. Help us to be more…
Turn many into Your faithful ones so that when You look down You can at least place Your eyes on those faithful ones and not on the ones who
are letting You down.
I’m so sorry, Lord, please forgive us. Forgive me, forgive everyone. Every single one has contributed to the sufferings of this world, every single one.
I had my time, I contributed to evil without knowing it by flirting, by flirting with men with no intention of giving them anything.
I’m so sorry; I’m sorry for every wrong thing I’ve ever done. I’m so sorry, please forgive my children, forgive my husband-to-be. Forgive the churches, my Lord.
Forgive… forgive all those ones, Lord. Forgive every single one that You see that is stinking.
Forgive them, my Lord; forgive us, for we don’t know what we do. Forgive us, forgive us, forgive them, for they know not what they do.
Those who don’t know what they do. As for those who are holding Your Books and are teaching Your words, and are speaking Your words, only Your mercy, only Your mercy, Your grace.
I’m so sorry, Lord.
I want to make You proud, my Lord. I want to build a team – a team of warriors, a team of good students of Jesus Christ, a team of faithful ones who just live just for You.
Oh, Lord, I want something that when You look down, You rest Your eyes on it and not on the things that make You sad.
The way I’m feeling sad, that is how You’re feeling sad.
Forgive the churches; please turn them around, forgive their sins and renew them, my Lord.
Take the sadness away from me, my Lord, unless it is Your will that I see and know how You feel.
Our Father who is in Heaven. Hallowed be Your Name. Your Kingdom Come. Your will be done on earth as it is in Heaven…
May Your love wash the hearts of the hypocrites.
All those ones who stand there saying that they’re loving You, posing as Your servants, singing Christian songs when
they… You, when You hear them, they just stink in Your nose, and, and, You’re sad, it is just… O, my Lord, I’m so sorry.
I’m so sorry Jesus, I’m so sorry, my Sweet Jesus, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for what You see.
I’m so sorry they take You for granted, I’m so sorry they take You for granted, I’m so sorry we take You for granted.
I’m so sorry that some people make You feel like You died on the cross in vain.
I’m so sorry, my God. I’m so sorry, my Lord.
I’m so sorry, Lord. Thank You for forgiving us. Thank You for forgiving me and feeling me with Your peace.
I can only cope with Your great peace, my Lord. Only Your peace and Your strength can make me cope, for what I’m seeing these past few days is atrocious. It is a shame, it is a shame, Lord, it is a shame.
And I’m so, I’m so disgusted, my Lord. I feel so… and putting myself in Your shoes, I can’t believe what You see,
I can’t believe what You’re constantly smelling on this earth, all these sins. I can’t believe what You’ve been feeling, my Lord.
Deliver Your people, Lord, oh those Christian singers, Lord, all of them. They’re deceiving many people out there.
Many people are listening to those Christian contemporary songs, and they think it is all fine because they’re saying Your name.
They’re just singing Your name in vain. They’re using You to make money. I’m so sorry, my God, I’m so sorry.
Deliver us from evil, many of those people, Your people from people from evil, those who are truly there among them thinking that they love You.
Please deliver them from evil, Lord, deliver them from evil, my God.
Oh Lord, at the name of Jesus every knee will bow. At the name of Jesus every knee shall bow… with their heart fully and mind and strength fully on You, my Lord, worshipping You, my Lord.
You are my strength, You’re my life, You’re my health. Without You I’m nothing, without You, I’m finished.
I can’t cope with all those smells; without You, I can’t do it.
Yes, I will cope, my Lord, in the name of Jesus. For You said that You cannot give me what I cannot handle.
I won’t let the evil one drag me down, in the name of Jesus, for nothing can pluck me away from You, my Lord.
Because You are the One doing everything through me. You are the One who knows me more than anyone else. You are the One who created me.
You are the One who lifted me up. You are the One who strengthens me. You are the One who cures me from all the illnesses.
You are the One who used me to cure other people. You are the One who is using me to help other people, to rescue, set Your captives free.
You are the One in control, not me. It is Your fight. You are using me. I’m Your servant, and I surrender to You, my Lord.
May You perfect will be done.
No negativity will come out of my mouth in the name of Jesus, for I believe in the Lord who is sending me.
I believe in the Lord who is talking to me. I believe in the Lord, who is blessing me with this spiritual gift.
I believe in the Lord, my Saviour, Sweet Jesus; I believe in He, who died on the cross for me.
Thank You, Lord. Thank You. You rule forever.
You are my strength in times of weakness, You walk for me when I cannot walk. You see for me when I cannot see.
You speak for me when I cannot speak. You heal me when I’m unwell. You are my strength when I am weak.
You just show me what I must do, and I will do it because Your strength is what carries me,
Your love is what feeds me. Your peace is what makes me confident, reassured, comforted that You are with me.
You are with me.
Thank You for blessing me with Your fearless faith and unshakable trust in You, my Lord.
I’m just so sorry that when You look down, You see these things. That’s why You turn Your face away. Because the smell is unbearable.
Thank You.
May Your perfect will be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us today our daily bread. Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us.
Lead us not into temptation. But deliver us from evil. For the Kingdom, the Power and the Glory are Yours. Now and forever, Amen.
Thank You, Lord, Thank You, my Jesus. Amen.
